CrY....!

Once again i feel so numb,i feel dead
I dnt feel right,i feel like,shootin my head
M screaming hell,m worn by pain
Its makin me lose,m goin insane

I had enuff,whn is it gona get ovr
Learnt my mistakes,been too sober
I think,i will die,i will fall
When will i hv peace,whn wud it end . . . It all?
Wt do i say? Wt do i do?
U r bettr,cuz
U cn cry tears,bt i cry words

Hurt me best,m devastated
Evry breath is misery,bettr hated
Its diggin through,through my skin
I will burn my soul,let d wicked win

Watchin me hauntd,watchin me fear
Savin a savage show,my shreiks if cud neone hear
Me being high,high on sufferings
Hidin at my bak,my vry own instincts
Wts d othr way? Thts my story!
U r bettr,cuz
U cn cry tears,bt i cry words

How wud i live,live d last?
A lesser loved life,a non worthy past
I will lie to my fate,i will make it waít
My wrdz wud be the last ,
the least great

I xpct 2 c my destiny,bt it wont b soon
I make sure,i hv d curse,nt a boon
Till i hear worse,i vil keep trying
I am loving it hurt me,my wounds r bleeding
Yes,thts wt m gona do,cuz its mine
U r bettr ,nd m bettr alone
U cn cry tears,bt i cry words

Sometimes...

Sometimes you make me wonder why?

Sometimes you felt what I meant...

Sometimes you gave me life when I was numb...

Sometimes you stayed quiet when I expected a say...

Sometimes you laughed for me but inside cried...

Sometimes you loved my voice when silence lived by...

Sometimes you hurt deepest and cursed...

Sometimes you judged wrong though been right...

Sometimes you loved teasing and made me cry...

Sometimes you got all over me and hugged tight...

Sometimes you fell apart but cared none...

Sometimes you came to dreams just to wake...

Sometimes you left a pain that itched...

Sometimes you were unsure about things...

Sometimes you bothered and it turned insane...

Sometimes you say its fate, better believe...

Sometimes you made me a fool and left brave...

Sometimes you dance the rain thinking of me...

Sometimes you promised you dint have 2 make...

Sometimes you caused shiver leaving me helpless...

Sometimes you wished I was there but stood alone...

Sometimes you got frustrated and stopped talking...

Sometimes you meant like you knew it all...

Sometimes you carried enough to set ablaze...

Sometimes you said I am the best...

Sometimes you left in awe like the rest...

Sometimes you thought if you are going the right track...

Sometimes you said it doesn’t have to happen...

Sometimes you wished if things never changed...

Sometimes you won’t let me be close when you need...

Sometimes you met like strangers and go your way...

Sometimes you just pity for d sake...

Sometimes you wished if you could forget...

Sometimes you wondered why you being this way...

Sometimes you questioned why there wasn’t an answer...

Sometimes you would still feel all the very same way...

Sometimes...

My Divine Confession

It happened at the early sun
The senses in me, when realized
Past turned history, smooth and silent surprise

Unfaithful deeds mine, had to have payback
But the words were still bound
Someone had been waiting, the silence no more stayed

Evil had to let go, the wicked had to lose
For the tragedy caused
The pains and the wounds

Held amid in awe and fire
Lies unworthy, unversed, untold
A little hard work, somewhat desire

Searched the corners, the highest places
Where should I go, where next. . .?
The answers were nowhere, just blank spaces

The Satan stands before
Eyes bear witness to the silent communication
The confessor awaits with folding hands
Asking "Will you be the one I cud make my divine confession?"
My divine confession

When there'll be only a few stars in the sky

As I look above, watch the clouds hiding the moon
I think of times when the One would be none
When it'll be just another fable, told afternoon

When winter would miss, the summer's only kiss
The laughter though once, would seize
For those who believe,
Shall meet their own bliss

When neither will, will
Bt it is fair,cuz then we are closer; in rest
Like sadness won’t do, its happiness to fill

When the seekers will call though it’s in vain
All would wait; try but end up all same
It'll be mere silence, and tears of pain

The eyes would close, cuz they all be dry
If U'll look up again, you'll C
When there'll be only a few stars in the sky...